一切都来的太突然，当我还沉醉在我幻想世界里，

一切都改变了，这不实在的感觉更已经不存在了，

当你说一切都不是你想要得那一刻，

当你说一切都没有意义的那一刻，

我的泪已经怎么擦也擦不干净，

我有好多的问题，可是此时此刻，

那些我认为重要的疑惑，

对你来说，还重要吗？

好想知道，你有没有想过我的感受，

一句对不起，然后就决口不提，

怎么一定要留下我一个人承受。。

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hohoho....I feel so lovely and sweet when my coolest ji mui told me this,

I WILL MISS YOU TILL THE MAX!!!!

yes, please miss me ok??? Definitely, I will do the same for sure...

remember what we promised to each other,

3 years promise..I will wait for it...

all the best for your final exam my dear,

and.....please cry together with me this coming friday....T.T

i just feel so lucky to have you as my best best friend,

LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!!

COME ON, REPORT THIS TO MY COMMENT BOX WHEN U SAW THIS, I KNOW U KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT.....

Sorry for not updating blog for couple of days, was so busy past few days, guess will be busier in the coming days.. Yea, I will be leaving so soon, cant really believe it.. In the past of the days, I did met up with alot of friends.. Firstly, I had a farewell dinner with my hometown gang in Olio restaurant in sg pelek.. Thanks Shing Yee, James, Rachel & Jerry for made it to the dinner, I did have a great time spent with you guys, we laughed, we talked, and I appreciated the every single moments that we shared together, I feel so happy because after few years, our friendship still as strong as before, yea, what I can say is, I found my true friends in my life... My hometown gang, all the best to all of you, for those who are studying and working ok.. We must keep in touch no matter how far we are ok? I believe distance is not a barrier for our friendship...LoveLove

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After gathering with hometown buddies, I had a short met up with my NS's friend, Andy.. He comes from seremban, I stil can remember, the night before we met up he watched football till late night, then woke up early morning drove so far away from seremban and met up with me.. We spent a great afternoon together in a cafe in sg pelek as well..Thanks Andy, our friendship getting close after we graduated and came back to own hometown right?? Im so blessed because everytime when I face problems in my work, you will surely be the top 3 one to comfort me as you face the same too sometimes.. You give me advises, give me opinions, and confidence.. Thanks for the caring my dear, we are always good friend I believe.. Thanks driving so far to meet up with me as you promised and too for the lunch... Friendship forever ya...

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Same day after meet up with Andy, there was a steamboat party in my house, cousin CK was the sponsor of the day.. Thanks alots!!! Thank you dajie and maggie sao sao for all the preparation too... I want more and more hoeggarden le, not enough song right kit ko?? Dunno when again will have this kind of chance gather together.. Home Sweet Home.. I gonna miss my home and my family so so much...

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-->enough for today, just a short update, wanna off to sleep, im exhausted..good night all...