-Weekend

-Starbucks

-Toffe Nut Latte

-Sauntered alone

-Videocall with sister

-Cold weather

-Strong winds

-Thick clothes

-Simple life

Little thought:
Hope that there will be a pair of warm hands that can hold me tight in this coming winter..

好长一段时间都没有更新部落格了，我知道我不是个称职的部落客，
原谅我的懒，短短的更新，要告诉大家我回来了，
来英国有两个月了，也就是说我两个月没见到我最亲爱的家人朋友了，
没有我在的日子，你们应该也过得好好吧，
新生活开始了两个月，一切都过的很顺利，
有定时吃饭，有乖乖上课，也有好好的生活，
在马来西亚的每一个人，
你 们 都 过 的 好 吗?
我 想 你 们 ！！

一切都来的太突然，当我还沉醉在我幻想世界里，

一切都改变了，这不实在的感觉更已经不存在了，

当你说一切都不是你想要得那一刻，

当你说一切都没有意义的那一刻，

我的泪已经怎么擦也擦不干净，

我有好多的问题，可是此时此刻，

那些我认为重要的疑惑，

对你来说，还重要吗？

好想知道，你有没有想过我的感受，

一句对不起，然后就决口不提，

怎么一定要留下我一个人承受。。

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hohoho....I feel so lovely and sweet when my coolest ji mui told me this,

I WILL MISS YOU TILL THE MAX!!!!

yes, please miss me ok??? Definitely, I will do the same for sure...

remember what we promised to each other,

3 years promise..I will wait for it...

all the best for your final exam my dear,

and.....please cry together with me this coming friday....T.T

i just feel so lucky to have you as my best best friend,

LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!!

COME ON, REPORT THIS TO MY COMMENT BOX WHEN U SAW THIS, I KNOW U KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT.....

Sorry for not updating blog for couple of days, was so busy past few days, guess will be busier in the coming days.. Yea, I will be leaving so soon, cant really believe it.. In the past of the days, I did met up with alot of friends.. Firstly, I had a farewell dinner with my hometown gang in Olio restaurant in sg pelek.. Thanks Shing Yee, James, Rachel & Jerry for made it to the dinner, I did have a great time spent with you guys, we laughed, we talked, and I appreciated the every single moments that we shared together, I feel so happy because after few years, our friendship still as strong as before, yea, what I can say is, I found my true friends in my life... My hometown gang, all the best to all of you, for those who are studying and working ok.. We must keep in touch no matter how far we are ok? I believe distance is not a barrier for our friendship...LoveLove

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After gathering with hometown buddies, I had a short met up with my NS's friend, Andy.. He comes from seremban, I stil can remember, the night before we met up he watched football till late night, then woke up early morning drove so far away from seremban and met up with me.. We spent a great afternoon together in a cafe in sg pelek as well..Thanks Andy, our friendship getting close after we graduated and came back to own hometown right?? Im so blessed because everytime when I face problems in my work, you will surely be the top 3 one to comfort me as you face the same too sometimes.. You give me advises, give me opinions, and confidence.. Thanks for the caring my dear, we are always good friend I believe.. Thanks driving so far to meet up with me as you promised and too for the lunch... Friendship forever ya...

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Same day after meet up with Andy, there was a steamboat party in my house, cousin CK was the sponsor of the day.. Thanks alots!!! Thank you dajie and maggie sao sao for all the preparation too... I want more and more hoeggarden le, not enough song right kit ko?? Dunno when again will have this kind of chance gather together.. Home Sweet Home.. I gonna miss my home and my family so so much...

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-->enough for today, just a short update, wanna off to sleep, im exhausted..good night all...

I like my saturday to the max!!!!!

This week we got a 3days off dued to the Malaysia Independence Day, early of saturday morning, I woke up at around 8.20 o'clock, my parents were out to fruit farm for harvesting the jack fruit, while Maggie was having her tuition class.. Me and Maple, we had to take care our little prince, aston, gave aston some biscuits, I cooked breakfast for myself, a korean xin maggie plus ribena, yea, the maggie I cooked was added with a full spoon of chili padi, although it tasted so spicy yet still super nice for a chili padi fans like me, after the breakfast, we helped mum to do some houseworks because after they came back from fruit farm we will heading to klcc book fair.. Around 12.30pm, after all was get ready we then started our journey to kl. It took us like less than 1hour to get to klcc, before entering to the book fair, we are needed to check for our temperature, for sure, we all were not in high temperature or fever la, this is the second time I visited to this book fair, the first time was last wednesday, I bought myself an electronic dictionary that day, come back to second visit, once we entered to the book fair, my dad straight away go to the tzu zhi stall, we accompany him to spent sometime there, then we went for refreshment, sat down and had some foods and drinks.. After that, we continued again searching for our sam sui books. Daddy, Maple, Tyin & I, both of us got to grab some nice and cheap books.. Short met up with eldest sister. Dajie is a book worm, she likes to read so much, and she always share her nice books with Tyin.. She was so excited when she reached the book fair because most of the book in this book fair is much more cheaper compared to outside one.. During her 1st visit, she already bought around 20+ books, geng not?

Lets go to the pictures section yea..hehe=))

The maggie that I mentioned just nw, with chili padi and a cup of not so sweet ribena..
I was so cold inside the car, so covered with little mickey blanket, with sisters..

Our "Gains" for this book fair..haha

Yen with her new bought comic...

Baba is an environmental lover.. see the recycle bag??

Book fair @ KLCC

Mummy during the break time..

Hand Sticker @ Bebe

Mummy & me..

Bebe

H1N1 is getting serious, so make sure u wear ur face mask when going out =p

Lastly, the biao yan me..haha

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My lovely saturday night with my best buddies.. to be continued..

This week is really a busy week for me.. Everyday wake up so early, then rushing out. Luckily new hair wouldnt cause me time, haha, 5 minutes can done everything!! Yea, I started to like my current coconut hair, so come ba any bad comments I wouldt care so much anymore, I live for myself, not others right.. Today again, woke up early 7.45am in the morning, promised kalai to accompany her back to office to fill up the visa online form, finished everything at around 11am, went to Ming Yuan my favourite kopitiam in PD for breakfast, I had curry laksa and teh ice as my breakfast again, Im so loving it~

Headed back to home and showered then straight away we departed to KL, sister's visa was able to collect today, and definitely it was a good news, she got her visa approved, no more worries for her anymore, she was like so nervous she told me while waiting for the visa collection, the officer took quite a long time to call up her name, haha, yea, god knows who is keen to learn and who is really want to study, so my sister, she deserved it, because she loves to study so much, and Im so sure that with the hard works she had putting in, Uk is welcoming her~ And, finally, I got to see her real smile after days, she laughed so happily, smiled so sweet.. Yea, I hope she can always happy like a small bird...

Another side for miss kalai, she got her things done by today 4.10pm, after all the troubleness, finally she submitted her visa, and god please bless her too and hopefully next week when she visits to vfs again, the news is desired ok? We then rushed back to office, yes, I still have class at 7pm, how pity huh!!

Yea, something happened this morning, I should keep it for myself, well, honestly, Im quite happy but confusing.. what to do??? Im so tired now, going to sleep, good night my blackie blog, good night everyone, and good night to you too..

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Pictures of the day

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August is going to end very fast, and so September follows to come...
Few weeks later, my sister and I will be leaving to Uk..
Cant really feel the EXCITEMENT, I dunno, everything seem like too sudden for me..
**IM NOT YET READY**

Last sunday, went to saloon and give myself a new look.. It took me like 6 hours, it was superly horrible long, I fell sleep for times u can imagine la, 6 hours you just sitting there and doing nothing.. Reached home already 8.30pm, my stomach was so hungry, grabbed some foods then I followed family out for light dinner again..

Didnt received any nice or +ve comments from my family, daddy he was doubted the qualification for the hairdresser.. got that ugly not wo my hair.. sot sot..yeayea, and my friend James Tiong he even commented it like a coconut head.. or maybe just my face problem??**cry**

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Second day, the day brother David departed to UK, he is an agent for many of UK universities, so Monday that day was his first trip of this year bringing students over.. Study in Cambridge, everyone's dream right?? Welcome to VL Higher Education Oversea Advisory, we have all the informations that you needed and this service is F.O.C.... David will helps you in very first step such as applying an university, get your offer letter, loan thingy, and as well as visa application.. So, anyone who is interested in studying abroad, welcome to contact us!!!

Daddy & Bebe

For safety, pls wear your mask..

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These few days, my mood is not good, feel like just cant concentrate in everything, I feel sick seriously, mentally sick.. somehow I dunno what is going on now, since dunno when we became very strange, I just feel like you are try to avoid me..I try my best not to think too much, but I failed.. I called but I dunno what to talk, I smsed but I got no reply.. Maybe everything is so clear now and we do not need any closure, what I need to do is starting a new life all over again, without you..??

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Sister in law and sister brought me secret recipe for tea since I feel like eating cheese cake suddenly, a luxury tea time, we enjoyed the little time being together, after 20days, it is so hard to gather around like this. Family, the only one cheers me up when Im not happy, the only one for me to lying on without worries.. Thanks to be my family who love me so much=))

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.原来.我们.都.不适合.彼此.

ByeBye CurlY, and Hello To Straight=))

My very 1st curly hair..look like maggie mee one..

Hehe, this is me with my curly hair..

After one year, without good care..Curl mula jadi ini=/

Deng Deng Deng Deng, back to my straight hair, and it started the time baozhi face again..

So, resulted from the experiment..

I look much more better in curly hair...!!!

**A very short yet full with meaning msg from you delivered to me early in the morning,
I was so happy for the whole day because of this littlest thing that you did for me**

~YOU.BRIGHTEN.UP.MY.DAY~

Went to HUKM for the very last time regulary check up before I depart to UK..
Got the number and took the blood test as usual..
Headed to cafe for tea while waiting the clinic open..
Back to the waiting area, fell sleep even the seat is not nice, Im just too exhausted..
I was so lucky today, number jumped to 5 after the number 1,
so that means I was the second to see Prof. Wu.
Prof.Wu, a very nice and patience doctor,
the memory still fresh when Im thinking back now,
there was one time I didnt take my medicine as what she instructed,
and because I was fever that time,
my mother scared that the medicine will crash with my fever medicine,
so I stopped Prof.Wu's medicine for one week,
she was so mad that time when we told her the incident,
and yet actually my blood result gone bad that time because I didnt consumed the medicine.
My mum and I were just kept quiet that time and she gave us the last 'WARNING',
the medicine must keep on going no matter how, I remember this until now..
So you can see that, a doctor who cares so much
or a doctor who will get angry to her patient because her patient didnt took her medicine,
then this is a real good doctor,
as who will cares about you take or didnt take your medicine right,
but the good doctor will do like Prof.Wu=)
so you really needed to request if u insist to see her each time,
My 1st time met with Prof Wu is when I was just standard 4,
wo,already 10 years I have been there the clinic pediatrics.
Today, the last time of this year I went to HUKM,
Thanks Koko for fetched me so far to meet the doctor,
Thanks Maggie Sao Sao sacrificed her time and accompany us to hospital,
Thanks Prof.Wu, Thanks to Mr Dexter...
And lastly, thanks God because Im still here...

17-08-09, 10.35pm, I MISS YOU

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This is a late post which I have delayed for few days.. Last weekend, what a wonderful weekend for me, I think I will never forget it huh.. Saturday morning, after showered and dress nicely><, sister tyin tyin fetched me to Nilai Ktm, haha, I had a date with WenWen & JunJun loh... After 2hours of long long journey, finally I got to Kl central. Walked down to the ground floor of Kl central as usual, looking the way to monorial station.. ohhh, there was reconstruction project and so it has blocked the short cut to monorial station which just infront of kl central.. Followed the people, I continued walking to the monorial station which a bit longer than the usual one, stopped half way by 2 handsome tourists from China, they were asking me about how to get to KLCC.. Hehe, with the nice voice and sweet smile Im, I asked them got back the escalator, walk in to the hall and the LRT Putra will be on their left hand side.. Follow Terminal Putra Line they will be reached to KLCC.. They returned me a thank you and praising me a good hearted pretty girl, haha.. Back to the story, there was already 1pm when I met JunJun in the Monorial Station, we went to 6th floor Green Box right away because Wen had booked the room for 3 at 1pm, and she was not there yet due to some problems.. Finally, we decided not to sing as my stomach was so damn hungry that time, the k session doesnot include any meal while only drinks are provided, we then headed to U-cafe which is near to the entrance of SgWang, sorry to both of you coz didnt sing as what promised before.. Will sing again after I come back ok?? U-cafe, remind me of U-mobile, and the shop logo is just same with U-mobile, I have no idea why SEED cafe is no longer there while came out this U-random cafe.. Well, i think this is only the restaurant that can let us sit down n have a nice chat.. Others are like just too crowded or crowded.. Jun had his hainanese chicken rice, wenwen one was something like curry rendang and I had chicken mixed with salted fish.. Here follows with some pics with took during the lunch.. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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After lunch, both of us were so energies already finally (for me only actually because I was the one complaint hungry), walked around without any reason, we had pass by a gift shop and the red doggy patricks inside the shop attracted me, hohohoho, there are different size of red patricks u know, from very cutie small size to the huge size which I owned it already.. Stopped infront of the cute patricks, staring those cutie pie for a few seconds, my dearest Wen&Jun they decided to buy me one of the 3rd small size so that easier from me to bring over to UK, hahaha, how come everyone is so sayang me hah?? Thank you so much.. And I sure the little patrick will accompany me like what you guys always did for me..
**I love WenWen & JunJun+ little patrick**

Ok, lets continue again with our day, 3 of us like dun really have mood to walk because you know la, sg wang, kind of crowded place, like squeezing everywhere, after like one hour, we decided to sit down again n have drinks rather than walking like this.. We went to a cafe which is located in sixth floor of sg wang, the decoration there is quite nice and warm as there is some swings and sofa which is good for tea and chitchatting.. Pics time again, but so sad I didnt look good in those pics yet look quite pale le..

Me with my wenwen, gonna to miss her dearly

Jun&Ling, will miss you too

JunjUn & I, can see wen behind actually, so thats only group pic we took that day=/
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For wenwen & junjun, thanks for meeting me up and I did have a nice and lovely day with you guys, good friend is hard to meet but Im so lucky I have got two very best friend in one time, do take care so much and all the best in future..

Wenwen-- good luck for your tough tough papers, must remember to eat everyday ok?
Junjun-- cake is nice to eat, but too much is not good though, get the right cake and good luck for coming exam as well..remember dun give up once you decided anything, I will always here for you...

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06-08-09

Happy 1000th Msg~

**27054537099

4th of august, raining day

just a random post, nothing to do in office, cold weather plus the lousy line..

im fulled, my stomach is fulled.. with 2 times of breakfast today, im gonna die soon.. too much of foods for me recently.. growing fatter and fatter.. you will pissed off when you change your clothes for several times and you found out that not one suits you best because you are just too FAT to fit those clothes.. i dun want this kind of life.. pls~~ stop giving me nice foods..

suddenly think of twing, my future housemate hopefully, she told me she is just too bad luck nowadays, the fare for airticket dropped dramatically after few hours she bought it, she almost cry out i think, after that, another suai thing for her passport, just because she is not kl local so cause her so many uncertainties. She had used up half day to process her passport, waited for a long queue, going here and there, but when reached her turn the incharges people told her that, you are not local, so you need to wait like at least 2 to 3 weeks to process your passport..omg, you know every seconds is like so important for a student like her now, so her visa will stucks half way because of the passport, and mid of august going to be a very peak time for visa application, and the most headche thing is her loan application.. so pity of this 21st year old little girl, she almost visited all the argo branches in kl area.. pop in and asked for the loan herself, got so many question marks in her mind, need to prepare the doc again and again.. the problems occured because she is sabah citizen =.=..they do not want to accept application from other states people.. so ended up she has wasted all the energy and money to get back a conclusion-she can only apply the loan in sabah, but her hometown tawau's branch has no this kind of offer.. so with the ic address she is having now, she has no right to borrow the money in kl and even sabah too she cant make it.. how sad it is =/

but for xiao ting my dear, believe me, there is always rainbow after the rain.. dun sad dun give up, we will all here to accompany you to get through the hardest time in your life, there are enough bad luck for you so good luck will follows to come i believe~ Think positively dear, this is life, we will be more grateful and more appreciating as we get it with much efforts..gambateh xiao ting~**hugs for you**



**listening to ah mei-分生

**i love to be ms.g, you?

Saturday,1st day of August..
Time flies, it is august already today.. Woke up late this morning, Aston stepped in my room and i gave him a lovely kiss.. I love my bed, especially it was a raining morning.. How lovely it was can u imagine? A warm comforter and a cold weather where I was still rolling on my bed..

Had a light breakfast with Maple, TyinTyin and also Mummy..
After that, Mummy took out a little book, a book which she states all the expenses in a day..
There are details and prices listed..Went thru the book, we saw a line , GOOD MORNING..we then asked mummy what was it? She said..breakfast that she bought for us..hehe, she should put BREAKFAST instead of GOOD MORNING, but I still feel proud of her..She has no education background, because she didnt go for primary school even, my mama is a retired housewife, she starts to learn some basic english nowadays, and u know what, my mummy hand writing is so neat and clear.. Mummy then corrected the Good morning to Breakfast, and asked us some other names like SHOP, PORK , BED SHEET, etc..

Mummy--Our MORNING become so GOOD with the breakfast u prepares..Love you mummy..

After the breakfast it was already near to 1130am, on my laptop but my adapter was burned(rosak) last night, there was only few % of battery left.. short talk with a friend who is so busy with assignments reports these days, so kelian to be a student what I can said.. Im started to afraid, how m I going to survive with a really new environment which I dun understand what people said and they dun understand what I said as well.. It is really shame I tell u,OMG.. too late to regret now..=/

Yeah, the future house of mine in Uk, after the calculation and all.. I can only came out with this conclusion-->izzit any people die off in that house before?? why so damn cheap for the rental?? Im really scare of ghost.. somemore it should be vampire in such western country..how how how?? Or maybe there is another conclusion, conclusion 2-->expensive is the best, cheap is for low quality?? so people always think that expensive is good, and it must be some PROBLEMS when it is in a vy low cost..???

N yeah my saturday, my actual plan was spoilt because of 2 reasons. 1st- Rafiqe told me there is a protest in kl today, he asked me dun come kl alone as it is very dangerous.. How come havoc dah?I.S.A if not mistaken.. so I better stay at home then.. 2nd reason- My dear dodo and Jms are busying for their assignments and reports, so haiz..again it is better for me dun go n kacau them right? Or else I will ended up talking with wall if I still insist on going there or maybe catch by police thinking that 3 of us are protesters..

End of this post.. gonna go to kitchen grab some foods while waiting brother finish his class at 8.30pm.. IM HUNGRY=/

It is 10 in the morning now,lying on my bed and doing nothing..listening to some random not so famous english songs..my mind started to think over and over again what u told me last night.i feel sad seriously,why cant you feel me?why must you think me in such way?woo..im just too pain when received your sms u know?another day,it must be NOT SO GOOD DAY anyway..
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let think something happy ba..people should really learn to find some ways to cheers up themselves..yeah, my shopping list..!! But i think it is better for me to list down my luggage list..lets continue to see what might follow me fly over this coming september><

1)my laptop which must be formated b4 i leave..
2)daben(my favourite dog)??his size is damn huge
3)jumper,sweater and jackets
4)a set of nice bed sheet
5)few dozens of rocky or pocky..yea.pocky is nicer
6)my new spec and also contact lenses
7)my personal docs and academic certificates
8)stationery..hehe,yea,it should be a full set of new stationery(5 blue colour ballpen &3 black colour^^) and some text pad,correction pen,eraser,electronic pencil and pencil lead,stapler and cellophane as well...
9)some pairs of jeans..who can sponsor me a nice levis jeans??
10)some teess..oh,no more sleeveless in uk=/
11)body lotion..hehe,but wondering is it moist enough for the weather over there..
12)yeah, i need to renew my driving licence although my driving skill sucks..
13)SHE new album(it should be in shopping list though)
14)my external hardisk..**on the way reaching to me**
15)this is important!!camera~~can u guys suggest which one is nicer?lumix or ixus??
16)my facial thingy..should back up for few..
17)clock..my alarm..
18)my lovely family photos..(T_T)
19)chili padi seeds..haha,im really gonna to plant it over there..i will die without the CP..
20)some cooking materials like..tomyum cube,chili sauce and some china herbal soup paste..(i pretty sure tat i will be vy pro after few months cooking myself)
21)toothbrush & toothpaste..(DARLIE DARLIE^^)

Hehe,thats all first for today..not yet finsih le my list..stil in progress and long long to go//but but but..there are only 20kg for my luggage..enough space for squeeze all these inside???

躺在床上好一阵子，闭上眼睛，还是睡不着，久违的部落格，我承认我好懒，一个月就一个帖子，哈哈。。最近都不知道忙些什么，自从VISA拿到那天起，整个人都处于无忧无虑的状态，离家的日子，就还有两个月少10天，一切都来的太突然，今年年头的我，怎么也没想到会出国读书，就是因为买豆腐的一个车程，改变了我的人生。。太快了，从开始准备英文考试起，再到代款，然后VISA的申请，一切都还蛮顺利，谢谢陪我一起走过这一段路的家人与朋友，尤其是哥哥。。谢谢你！！！我想，对于朋友来说，我可能是比较幸福的一个吧，傻下傻下就这样要出国去了。问我出国的准备，身理跟生理上，我只能说，我没有心理准备，可是走到这一步，我会继续走下去，将来一定会面对好多好多的难题，没有家人朋友在身边，我会学会勇敢。。一年的大学生涯，我也会好好珍惜，并且把课业尽量搞好，一年没有接触到会计的东西，我知道要适应回要很长一段时间，原谅我的懒，没有再多做复习。这次出国，不知道会去多久，为期一年的课程，真的要好好读完，如果，英国是我喜欢的地方，就留多两年，那时回来的时候，朋友应该也没剩几个了吧, 还是不要想些有七没八的东西先，读书最重要。。女人，还是要有自己的事业好，至少不用伸手向别人要钱，从来就不喜欢不劳而获，还是实实在在好一点。对吗？
对了，我跟老友3年的约定，好期待。。好了，今天就脆念到这里先，明天再告诉你们我的shopping list><

大家晚安！！

给我100分的爸爸

。小宝贝的爸爸。


年轻时，有点台，爱留着胡子，戴着黑眼镜，
驾着一辆货车，假期时会带我们去fun fair或野餐，
爸爸他不烟不酒不赌不骂粗口，
爸爸他爱写大楷，画画也很不错，
爸爸他不会乱骂我们，只是有时长气了一点，
爸爸他现在半退休，在学着英文，
跟妈妈一样，我生病的时候，留在病床旁边一整夜，
半夜不敢睡得太熟，因为要起身倒水给我喝，
看到我有好一点，就为我买了很多喜欢吃的东西，
cheese tat,米粉清汤，肉米鸡，小宝贝要吃多点他这么说着。


上小学，中学再到学院，他都不会强逼我们考试要有几好多好，
反而每天临上课前就问我们，水带了没，妈妈给了钱没，
这几年的他，老是跟我们说，他找到了自己心灵上的归属--慈济--
身为组制的领袖，爸爸更是全心全力的把地方上的每一个会议，
每一个项目做得最好，
每一天更是努力灌输我们垃圾变黄金，爱惜地球，爱惜生命的道理。

因为是在家最小的关系，所以我很爱跟爸爸撒娇，
妈妈说，在我还没有出身以前，
阿姨就跟妈妈说好，肚子的我要给她做女儿，
在我出生的那一天，爸爸跟奶奶就坚持要把我留下，
所以我今天才有机会在这个家庭里。
话说回来，我的爸爸，他一点也不凶，
我爱跟他撒娇，爱冲过去抱着他说，
爸，你的女儿又肥了，不可以阿，我要像爸爸一样fit,
他就会开始碎碎念，我不懂啦，现在的年轻人阿。。
我爱在每天临睡前，跑去他的床边，kiss他一下，然后再在他的耳边说，晚安爸。

以前就有听人家说，女儿生多浪费米，改天也是要嫁人，
可是我的爸爸，他有五个女儿，
从来就没有听他说过他女儿太多，
反而还会很开心跟朋友炫耀，
这些就是我的财产，我的全部，我还嫌五个不够叻。。

爸爸，谢谢你这些年来的默默付出，
你让我们觉得，
有你有妈妈，我们就是世界上最富有的人，
谢谢你无怨无悔的为我们遮风挡雨，
做我们永远的避风港。

爸爸，父亲节快乐，我们爱你！！

解决困难

我知道这不是什么大不了，不是别人眼中的困难，

就算是困难我想我也是一位不会解决困难的员工，

不知道为什么，总觉得自己很没用，什么都做不好，

遇上小小自己觉得困难的东西，总想放声大哭。

今天的我，又来了，为了不怎么的问题，大人眼中可笑的问题，

眼里竟然溅满了泪水，好辛苦，

我几是才能成为一个可以解决问题，解决困难的员工？

我写回忆

对不起，对自己说。答应过自己，不再想，可是回忆它又忽然来访。。

两年半前的今天，科学室外面的你，拿着手提电话，跟我要了号码，我们就这样认识了，

许多的回忆，从那天开始，还记得你为我上课准备的小吃，我最喜欢的rocky,

陪我上下学的你，在楼梯口的每一个下午，数着快铁的我们，

第一次收到你送的花，第一次听你说，我是你的，

第一次牵手等着雨停，第一次的电影，第一次的约会，

第一次的圣诞节，第一次一起玩spot the difference的我们，

第一次吵架，说，不能理你的事，我的关心，变成了你得多心，

第一次对我说，我害到你的英文和广东话退步的你，

第一次说你不会为了我做某些事情，

第一次对我说你不能扑约见我家人的你，

第一次对你说分手，第一次看着你跟另一个她，

第一次心死，第一次你说，meiling bear什么也不是的你，

第一次就那么觉得，你的誓言，是不会再回来，

第一次觉得自己再也没有办法坚持下去，

第一次觉得，相爱很难，了解对方，体谅对方，一个人的力量真的是不够，

第一次觉得，恋爱，没有了甜蜜，多了一大栽的伤感，

还有一切一切一起经历过的酸甜苦辣，不懂为什么一下子涌上心头，

这些这些回忆，我该如何处理呢？

就让它留在我心底吧，有些事，是谁也替代不了。

我想，我会继续带着微笑，努力的走下去，

以后的回忆不会有你，可是的空的时候，我还是会想想那些属于我们的故事。

五月，妈妈的月份~

以前小时候，我都要定时吃一些很难吃的中药，每天到吃药时间，就一定会发脾气，说怎样都不喝，这时候，那位褒药给我的人，总是拿我没办法，真的可以记得，她为了要我服药，自己喝了一大口，然后告诉我，小宝贝，不苦不苦，喝完病就会好了。她，是我妈妈。。

Form 5的时候，我与姐姐轮流证实得了蚊症，需要立即进院，拿了验血报告在医院大厅等待姐姐进院手续的我，远远看到，爸爸用推车推着一位熟悉脸孔的女生走出来，她，是我妈妈。因为姐姐跟我都必须进院，妈妈受不了刺激，昏了过去。。

我跟姐姐进了不同的医院，妈妈两边跑，几个晚上就都在椅子上睡着，在医院的其中一天，上完厕所的我不知道为什么又昏了过去，昏迷的我真的可以听到妈妈是哭着跑出去叫护士来救我。。

我的妈妈今年差不多60岁了，她，喜欢种花，喜欢种菜。。

她，总是把最好的留给我们，要我们吃好的，穿好的，每次吃饭就看她只是一面叫我们吃多点，吃饱一点，自己总是随便就一餐，出去外面买东西给她，她就会说自己这样很多，那样还没穿。而，总是给我们足够的零钱叫我们买自己喜欢的东西。。

考试的时候，比我们早起做早餐给我们的总是妈妈，比我们紧张的也总是妈妈。。

跟朋友出去玩时，比我们迟睡得也总是妈妈，因为她要等我们安全到家了才放心去睡。。

做工时，提醒我们要多喝水要记得吃饭的那个也总是妈妈。。

我的妈妈，我不知道是何时修来的福缘，让我们有机会做你的女儿儿子，你跟爸爸养育了我们二十多个年头，也就担心了我们二十多个年头，希望，真的希望我们会有好多好多个二十年可以换我们来照顾你们。。可以的话，下辈子， 下下辈子，我也要当你门的女儿可以吗。。

最后，妈妈，在这里想对你说，谢谢你，谢谢你为我们付出的一切与一切，母亲节快乐，我们爱你~

假期。悠闲

因为星期五是劳动节的关系，全部劳工都不必上班，身为劳工的我，也懒懒假期去了，三天假期，想到就开心。。星期五一早就去了卢骨吃早餐，回到家，上下网，洗下车，睡下午觉，弄弄下半天就过了。

星期六，一早起身，跟哥哥吃完早餐，就去了教补习，一小时，form 1数学，哈哈，两个小男生，九问十不答，无奈。。十点钟，赶回家冲凉跟kalai去subang拿成绩，这回她走klia的路，没一个小时就到了，连续发恶梦好几天，从3.5到2.96都有，这下子成绩真的出了，还好，是很差，可是至少没有梦里的夸张，拿了成绩，就跟kalai吃午餐，她说她的斋戒到六月就要停了，怕到外国会错过很多美食。我的未来室友，她是个好人，希望我们改天会相处得好好。。

拿好成绩回到家也下午了，整个人只有累一个字。睡到迷糊起身，跟了两个姐姐去喝以前老师的喜酒，她是我的小学老师，她很疼她每一个学生，就重要的是她都不会骂人。。嘻嘻，老师祝你幸福快乐哦。

这几天的假期都没有往外跑，就呆在家里，好久没有这么悠闲了，原来睡午觉是这么幸福的一件事，明天又是拜一了，又要开始做工了，哈哈，不管做工还是假期，我们都要好好过每一天。。
美玲加油！！

原来蓝色也蛮适合我~

我要做辣老师，哈哈哈哈。。

怡，新不了情，好听，我结婚也会献唱吗？